Random
I love walking down the street and walking by someone smiling for no apparent reason. They are just happy (or crazy, but let’s stick with happy). It makes me happy too!
I enjoy friendship
but I don’t know the true definition.
This week has been crazy. I have had lots of papers and a couple midterms and I felt really overwhelmed on monday. I basically shut down and ignored everyone around me and avoided my studies and the papers that needed to be written. Wasn’t the best monday ever. I eventually went on a walk partially because it was nice out and partially because a couple years ago i was in a similar slump and Rosemarie forced me to go on a walk and it helped a lot. It’s crazy how being outside with headphones blasting enjoying nature and ignoring the world can set me free of lies.
Lies have been very prominent in my life lately. From Satan of course. Lies that no one cares for me, or loves me, or wants to be a friend to me (especially in my times of struggle). I am choosing to ignore the lies and move on. Moving on is the only option because if I do not I die. I may not actually die, but I may feel dead within my soul and that is just not me.
I love hope. Hope is so beautiful. I enjoy friendship. God has been showing me lately a lot about friendship and though I still do not know much and the learning process is painful I’m enjoying every moment of it. I have learned to let go of some and pull others closer.
I’m happier.
There is so much more, but I am so excited to sleep.
Blogging on my blog
I have never thought of my tumblr as a blog where I write. That sounds so weird, but it’s true. I have always used tumblr as a way to share what I like in snippets. I usually post and repost things that my friends would judge me for if they knew that I liked it. Haha! I’m somewhat kidding. My friends judge me all the time and i’m ok with it. I just feel like I post the weird stuff on here like what music I like and fashion and stupidity. I also avoid blogging because I am a horrible writer. I type out what I’m thinking, never read over what I write, and I look at the keyboard when I type because I have to and therefore make a lot of dumb typing mistakes. I also get really bored with typing (which is happening now) so I avoid it unless I have a paper/assignment for school.
Well, all of this to say that I am going to become more intentional with this blog. I will post more personal things and post more often. Why not!?! I do have two other tumblrs. One Is literally the songs that I am listening to at the moment, and the other kind of reviews artists and albums that I enjoy. I’ll place a link maybe? I dont even know the urls. SEE? I have so much to learn.
Hopefully I can keep up with this. I’d like to. I hope to.
done!
Links:
(Reviews on music I enjoy)
http://fanciedbyjukebox.tumblr.com/
(What I’m listening to right now)
